B is for Bianca!

After one of the most stressful weeks of my life, the cast list for Shakespeare went up. Ladies and gentlemen, you are reading the words typed by, (drum roll please)...... Bianca!!!! I am very happy. I have never done Shakespeare before and this is a pretty good first role. :) However, the hard part is yet to come. Can you believe that???? I don't know what to do with myself!
I think the hardest part will be my nerves. I'm not very good with nerves. And most times when I get nervous, I forget my lines. So this may be interesting...

Just a reminder: Serendipity is good fortune; luck. It will come... in time. But it will come.

Waitress

And (one of) the new favorite movie(s) is(are)... Waitress, starring the talented Kerri Russell as we follow her for mainly nine months.

Recently I have grown very fond of 'memoir' type movies such as Little Miss Sunshine, Love Actually, and The Family Stone, and now Waitress. There is just something about this genre that appeals to me. It seems real. Each to his own but, I don't find that I gain really anything from watching action movies or science fiction for that matter, because nine times out of ten, the scenarios in those movies will never, ever happen personally to me. I like to learn and from these memoirs, I learn about life.

Watch it. I know you'll love it.

SPOILER: Though it ended differently then I expected, I didn't mind. It could have been her plan 'B' or even her plan 'A' but she went with it. Between the lines were some serious serendipity moments.

Oh boy....

Oh boy.... I'm going to dive right in it. So there is a girl in my German class and Swim class who I have never liked. She is emo and scary and she thinks she is sooooo cool. Well as I said earlier, I never liked her. Well today, I find out that her sister is also in our swim class. "Why don't they ever talk?" I asked. "Well Shannon," -the girl, "moved out of the house." my friend told me. "So she lives on her own?" I said. "Yep." was the reply.

Wow. Great job Alex! I feel very bad. I didn't even give Shannon a chance. I automatically labeled her when I had no right and no knowledge about her. What I did was wrong and I will never do it again.

So Shannon, if someday, somewhere you come upon this, I am sorry. I hope you couldn't tell that I didn't like you but I hope you could tell that I became a friend. (which is the plan... and if not a friend then at least a friendly smile or even a hello.)

My Serendipity had it's comeuppance today. I hope it will return soon.

Pet Peeves

1. Clipping your fingernails (DESIGNATED AREAS PEOPLE!)
2. Filing your fingernails (This is one of the worst sounds in the world)
3. Counting off-beat (I don't even know what to say about this one...)
4. Juicy kisses (I'm not a touchey feeley person. A short and sweet kiss on the cheek would be great. Thanks)
5. A rub on the head (I'm not a puppy)
6. Bad breath (There is solution: -brush your teeth -gum -listerine spray -don't talk or yawn!)
7. Sleep in your eye (Most disgusting thing.... EVER!)
8. Eating too much (I hate feeling stuffed)
9. Eating too little (I hate being hungry)
10. People who work non-stop and don't take a break. (Well, this isn't exactly a pet peeve. I just feel bad for them! I wish they would allow themselves a break.)
11. People who exercise (This only bothers me because they are doing more than I do just by making the attempt! HAHA!)
12. Forcing people to finish their food. (Hellooooo! What if we're not hungry??? Food does NOT equal love)
13. Know-it-all's (Keep it to yourself... pretty please)
14. People who act dumb. (This is different then not-so-smart people. I'm talking about the people who I know are intelligent but refuse to act it. Now that is dumb.)
15. Those who think they are too cool for others (This. really. bugs. me.)
16. People who laugh at the popular kid's jokes just because they're popular (Does this make sense? I laugh at dumb jokes because I am just like that and my sense of humor is quirky. But that's not what I'm implying. I mean those who will do ANYTHING to be popular and go as far (or as short in some cases...) as laughing at their every word.)
17. "I'm so fat!" (Shut the freakin heck up! In the nicest possible way of course. Love yourself! Love others. Don't Worry! Be happy!!!!)
18. Shallow males (Hey you! Yah you! I'm talking to you! (Whoever you are-) If you make a girl feel bad about herself in any way, whether you tell her she's fat, take advantage of her, or even ignore her when she's nice to you or something of that sort, then you need to change... NOW! Women are powerful but you hold us back when you are unkind. Shame, Shame, Shame.)
19. Body Odor (Of any kind. I have a very strong nose and so I can smell anything.... ANYTHING!)
20. Bands breaking (Especially when you are trying to get a hair-do just right and it snaps!)
21. People who talk under their breath (Say it loud and proud people, loud and proud)
22. Clingers (aka Clingy people. Being independent can be scary, but it also can be achieved)
23. Liars... on purpose (Don't snaz it up, just say it. If it's not very cool, either don't say it or tell it just how it is. Anything can be cool if you're animated.)
24. Monotone people. (Animation is the answer.)
25. Two faced people. (Be one person, don't change your mind... NO Harvey Dent's allowed)
26. Personal Space is NOT overrated. (Give it to people. Don't with hold it. They will appreciate it.)
27. Twitterpated girls (Twitterpation is not the same as love, and even if it was, does it give you an excuse for that to be the only thing you talk about??????? There has to be more in your vocabulary then he, cute, and flawless. I can assure you that he is not cute and has flaws. Wow. Go figure that. )
28. Scowls (It's not a very nice feeling to be scowled at. 'What did I ever do to you?' But if you are in the middle of a fight, work it out or be mature.)
29. Someone who has 29 pet peeves

Well that's a lot of pet peeves. But sometimes I can't take it any more. I just can't... Hopefully with some serendipity perhaps one day I may be able to ignore my pet peeves.

Fat Cat!!!!!

Hello there! I just wanted to let my followers... well follower. (thanks Dad!) that I have not quit. I have just been super busy!

So why do I have a picture of an obese cat on my blog? Well get this: It's a fat cat! hahahaha. Isn't that funny?

Hmmmmmmmm... maybe not. Well I think it's cool and I hope you do too!

Serendipity all around!

TOUCHDOWNNNNNNNNNN!!!!

Holy Stress. Yesterday my school's football team went to state playoffs and boy, was it a close game!!!! I was not able to physically be at the game but I was there in spirit. (I watched it on TV) The plan was to do homework on the couch while occasionally noticing the TV just to check the score. Well that didn't happen... at all! As soon as I turned it on I was hooked. In order for you to feel the intensity I felt, I feel you must know a little about my school's undefeated team. The quarterback, Morgan Walkie, is probably one of the most concentrated quarterbacks I have ever seen. Does that make sense? He is so determined and thoughtful about every play and every action he takes. I wish I was that motivated! Now where football is concerned, I am stupid and so I don't know the positions of everyone but I will try my best and guess about the rest. So there's one guy named Gene Tail who was on fire yesterday! He was mentioned constantly by the commentators. He was also the player of the game according to the TV channel I was watching. There are twins, Mason and Taylor who are phenomenal, and also one kid who was in one of my classes last year who was so polite-- he is THE definition of a gentleman. His name is Jonah. Am I forgetting anyone? Oh yah! Cal, Eric, and this kid who goes by only one letter: Z. (I would tell you what it stands for but it's Polynesian and therefor I would slaughter the spelling.) Well so my sister Rose is friends with them, therefor I feel that I am friends, ok I am acquaintances with them at least. (Some more acquaintance-ish than others.) So, here's the thing. It was so hard to see them get tackled because I know them. I have met them, we have been in the same room together before. It was painful to watch. So in all my years at this high school, we have never lost a game (as mentioned above) or really even come close. Last week at semi's was the closest I have experienced but I didn't personally experience it because I didn't go or watch it. Well, during the second quarter the team who we were playing, Linentree, scored not once but twice. So yes we were tied. I was stunned. This doesn't happen to my school! Halftime was a sad time. I just felt all the energy rush out from me and it didn't help that the commentators were making all sorts of comments about how Linentree could 'very well win this.' No need to show a bias! Well third quarter FINALLY came and Linentree scored again. They were ahead. They were winning. Weirdest feeling ever! So I forget all the details, but during a punt by Linentree, Z blocks it and we get the ball and somehow we score. Blessed day!!!!! The energy rushed back into my soul and for thirty minutes, I was dancing in the TV room. So I am a little fuzzy on the exact details but someway or another we scored again... but we missed the kick. So we were up 34-28. It was scary though because the game was almost finished and if Linentree made a touchdown and made the kick (which is normally just a given) we would not be tied. They would be ONE point ahead. Winning by one point, when you are on the loser's side sucks. Yes, it does stink and makes you very nervous and rather fidgety as in my case. Somehow the clock ran out and we were victorious!!! Ladies and gentlemen, my team, my acquaintances were happy winners. That's a very fulfilling feeling. After my victory dance around the house, I watched my favorite TV shows in glee. And if you ask me? That was a very serendipityious night.

Drama

Sorry it's been a while. I have been in my high school musical. It has been amazing. I haven't been on stage since last December and so this has felt so good. I think I love performing more than anything else. But this isn't what I am writing about today, I need to be quick though. I don't exactly have time to do this but I am anyway.
I guess I am just sort of feeling ________. I don't know what the word is. It is really lame though because back stage is so freakin catty and there is really nothing I can do about it. I try to stay out of the catty stuff but how can you when it's about you? Am I making any sense? I don't think I am. But I just wish that the cast wouldn't act like such high-schoolers all the time. It's annoying and stupid. Where is your professionalism? Obviously, people care more about their social reputation than other peoples feelings. And you know what? No. I will not stand for that. It is time for them to decide. Do you love your social status? Or do you love performing? You can't have it both ways. When you get back stage, it is time to put things on hold. You must become your character and forget about your feelings towards your enemy from sixth grade who just so happens to be standing right next to you. Deal with it! We all benefit from it in the long-run. As always, may serendipity find your way, and may we forget our selfish feelings.

Sway-Yea!!!

Today I was sitting on the mud room floor attempting to dye my ballet shoes black. It's a long story but you know what? I have just decided that I am going to tell you about it. So I am in my school musical which starts next week. (whoop-dee-doo!!! I can't wait. I love the adrenaline!) and there is a dancing part in it. Well, I could have sworn that they said they prefer black dancing shoes but pink shoes would have worked just fine. Well! I go to dress rehearsal and find that I am the only with pink ballet shoes. Fabulous. But what can you do? So I do my little bit and that's that. So, we have notes at the end of the show and my teacher, let's call him Mr. Bauer. He says, "Dancers, make sure your shoes are..." and he turns my way and looks right at me, "black." I say. So in fear of sticking out too much (and getting in to loads of trouble by Mr. Bauer) my shoes are in a bucket of black dye and yet still plum purple. I suppose it is one of the mysteries of life.

Back to my original thought: So I was sitting on the mud room floor, listening to Christmas music, and I couldn't help but sway with the music right? Then I look out the window and I see that the wind is very strong outside but you know what else I see? The trees are swaying too! It's like they love Christmas music just as much as I do! 45 more days my friends, 45 more days.... Serendipity, Serendipity, Serendipity!

Kitty Cats

I remember when my cat ran away in third grade. Her name was Peaches. She was a beautiful calico cat who was rather loved by our family. However, we were trying to make an outside cat become an inside cat... hence she ran away. But I saw this picture and it reminded me of those years ago.

I hope the makers of this sign found their kitty cat. I hope serendipity came into play for them. :)

Obama 08'

Yesterday in US History we were talking about the presidential elections that happened earlier this week. Ladies and gentlemen, Senator Obama was elected. I believe a congratulations is in order, whether or not I supported him. But that's just it; I didn't really investigate any of the candidates policies and got into the mind set that whatever was going to happen, was going to happen. However, we watched a clip from, "The View" and it really hit me. It was beautiful and I like beautiful. It was something that made me wish I was able to vote, and whether it would have been for John McCain or Barrack Obama, I don't know because I never took the initiative but I am pleased with the results. Whoopi Goldberg said, "I was finally able to put my suitcase down." She said that she has always considered herself an American but now that there is an African American president, she can be at peace because of this new accomplishment in the history of America. There is also a woman on the view named Elizabeth. Apparently (though I am no 'View' expert-) she had been routing for John McCain all elections and as Whoopi Goldberg said, "All eyes are on you today." She was gracious- something many American's have been forgetting these past few days. She said, "No one lost today... Though I was not the first I will get in line for Barrack Obama and support him." Seriously, that is our civic duty. It was America vs. America. Not left or right. I wish more people could read this so that this could convince them that we are not doomed. We are only doomed if we think we are.

For all the McCain supporters: I am sorry John McCain did not win. However, let us follow his example and support President-elect Obama. He is THE president of the United States. We cannot change the outcome for four years. Do not make this a miserable time for yourselves. Don't bash on President-elect Obama like we have on President Bush. Being the president can NOT be an easy job.

For all the Obama supporters: Congratulations. This is monumental. However, (there is always a however-) be humble but more importantly be cautious. Take your time. Yes this is incredible for mankind but let us not get big-headed about the situation and in turn, get us into trouble.

I'm sorry his was not a light post, but it is how I feel and the message I wish to get across to the world. I pray you may encounter serendipity as soon as it is ready to find you.

Wooing

Why does flirting have to be the center of girls AND boys (you may not believe me-- but it's true) lives???? It bothers me... A LOT. I am not one of those girls who despises flirting because no one ever flirts with me or because I do not flirt with them but there is a time and a place. So this puzzled me today as I was observing the student population, so I asked the flirt doctor. (that's right, there is a degree in such an awkward situation of mankind.)

Q: When is it ok to flirt?
A: In public places with friends and class mates. i.e: lunch, in between classes, etc...
Q: When is it NOT ok to flirt?
A: In class, or, let's just say in the rehearsal of your school musical.
Q: Why can't you flirt in rehearsal?
A: Because it's DANG ANNOYING! and keep in mind our drama teacher is not married and don't you ever feel bad for him? he is so sweet and kind, he has our best intentions in mind-(wow i just rhymed!) and all you care about is your dance partner who in fact does not even catch on to your flirtations. I'm sure the only running through his mind is, "What should I have for dinner?" (Because isn't that all they do? Eat? With their stupid metabolisms that are so fast- that keep them skinny twigs?-- You know, how come they get the metabolisms when they don't even care...... geese louise.)

Quickly, do you want to know what else bothers me???? When girls flirt seriously with tons of people. Guys aren't that stupid. They're bound to catch on. It must make them feel bad. But maybe, and just maybe, I'm taking things too far. Perhaps they don't catch on. Well since I am a girl I can only presume for the rest of my life. But ladies (and gentlemen- why not?), may I remind you of the golden rule: Treat others how you would like to be treated.

Wow. After that rampage, I do feel much better, it's like all I really wanted to say was the golden rule! Maybe if I say it more, I will feel weightless!

Treat others how you would like to be treated. Treat others how you would like to be treated. Treat others how you would like to be treated. Treat others how you would like to be treated. Treat others how you would like to be treated. Treat others how you would like to be treated. Treat others how you would like to be treated. Treat others how you would like to be treated. Treat others how you would like to be treated. Treat others how you would like to be treated. Treat others how you would like to be treated. Treat others how you would like to be treated. Treat others how you would like to be treated. Treat others how you would like to be treated.

hmmmmmmmmmmmm. Well I am not completely 'healed' so you might say of my 'burdens' so you might say, but it's kind of like voting. Though your vote may not change the outcome of the elections, you will have done it. Ladies and gentlemen, I have told you (which has served as a reminder to myself as well) to Treat others how you would like to be treated at least fifteen times which has got to count for something.

May serendipity find you soon. (good fortune; luck)

Pandemonium

In The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee, there is a song called Pandemonium. Until today I have simply listened to the song and enjoyed it but never have I really pondered it. In the song it is complaining about how some contestants get easy words, such as telephone or hospital while others get super duper hard ones like staphylococcus (which is in fact not a house for locusts) or antediluvian (which really is pertaining to the time before the flood). Anyways! I looked up the word 'pandemonium' on dictionary.com. Do you want to know what it said? Well I will tell you:

1.	wild uproar or unrestrained disorder; tumult or chaos.

2.	a place or scene of riotous uproar or utter chaos.

3.	(often initial capital letter) the abode of all the demons.

Well, let's just ignore the third one because I'm not into that kind of stuff but do pay attention to the first two. I feel that recently, many, if not all our lives have been affected in some way in which we have slipped into pandemonium. (Can you slip into pandemonium? Well I guess you can now.) Surely not utter chaos but definitely confusion and at least a little disorder. I am not pointing fingers at ANYONE, but what is the United States going to be like in 50 years? Or how about the entire world? It will (mostly) be on the hands of the next generation but what can we do to make it easier for them? How can WE relieve the world of some of it's pressures?

WOW! I did not mean for my blog (especially on my first entry) to be one full of political views and such- (though tomorrow I do find out the next president of the United States for four years-) and yet it did. Which only leads me to believe that since I wrote without plan or agenda, perhaps I am concerned about this political stuff.

May you be blessed with serendipity. (good fortune; luck)