Drama

Sorry it's been a while. I have been in my high school musical. It has been amazing. I haven't been on stage since last December and so this has felt so good. I think I love performing more than anything else. But this isn't what I am writing about today, I need to be quick though. I don't exactly have time to do this but I am anyway.
I guess I am just sort of feeling ________. I don't know what the word is. It is really lame though because back stage is so freakin catty and there is really nothing I can do about it. I try to stay out of the catty stuff but how can you when it's about you? Am I making any sense? I don't think I am. But I just wish that the cast wouldn't act like such high-schoolers all the time. It's annoying and stupid. Where is your professionalism? Obviously, people care more about their social reputation than other peoples feelings. And you know what? No. I will not stand for that. It is time for them to decide. Do you love your social status? Or do you love performing? You can't have it both ways. When you get back stage, it is time to put things on hold. You must become your character and forget about your feelings towards your enemy from sixth grade who just so happens to be standing right next to you. Deal with it! We all benefit from it in the long-run. As always, may serendipity find your way, and may we forget our selfish feelings.